owing

life is a bit of a balancing act, not yet conquered.

my sincerity about the future is clouding my present in a very big way.

im controlled, and focused and im totally forgetting what it means to be alive.

while theres blood running through my veins and a million dreams strewn across my mind, i cannot just sit back and watch my life go by. like ive been doing.

i want to travel. i want to live and i want so much to find myself.

ive been selling myself short for so long, and im totally oblivious to what its made me.

i am in debt, and i need to redeem myself.

it ends and begins tonight